heyloh :D currently ay siying's house wiz shushan. i already got the forgiveness of one more lost friend last night. tht one was easay, there's three vehry hard-to-please peoples though. nehmind, i'll try my best (:

well nyway, im currently despo for MONEY. ah, i still remember the days i was despo for attachment xD now tht i look back , i think i was damn stupid and idiotic. i want money real badly now though.

so many birzdays are coming... which means, money outta my pocket...

i seriously dont know what else to say.
why did sezairi won ?

i was happy when hady won, cause malay. this year, i think his singing sucks and tht there should be a female idol. yupszxc, i've liked sylvia since she sang her malay song in asian feast. i prefer her to tabby manszxc! i liked malaque too.

yeahhh. well.. anyone knows anyone who needs my skills?
lyricist, novelist, artist, fashionist.
anyone needs any of the above people?
desperate.
i want to hear music .
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i hate my hair currently. i feel like just Shaving all my hair off and grow it all over again!

well hey :D i returned from maya's an eon ago, just Tht i couldnt really, well, update. damn, i miss my UVW-X. i wanna cry right now! uwah! Dx

tht aside, i dont know what else to say. im losing my touch wiz UVERworld and other japanese songs. why am i so obssessed wiz, Watcha Say and All The Right Moves !? there's only one UVW song in my phone, Go-on.

i deleted UnknownOrchestra to make space for ENGLISH songs. this sucks, hey! better save lots of money, for a phone!

maya made me obssessed wiz this dance to Meet me Halfway. cause of her, nowadays whenever im alone ill dance to myself, then sing to myself. -.- when i realise what im doing i feel really stupid. thank you maya! -.-

went bugis wiz shushan and yueting just Now. tomorrow ill be off to orchard wiz maya and aidil and emi, then after tht im sleeping over one more night after watching singapore idol. i cant wait! SYLVIA must win! cannot another malay male.

well nywayszxc. i may have hope in publishing my silly little series :D i may be calling , "109th novelist" :D ...man, i dont know what else to sayszxc.
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yeay! one, one zehro ninth post :D you know what tht means... senseless rantingszszsz!!
well more like, i wish i could, but i so cant.

my dream of publishing a book might come true you know :D yeah, if you see a book wiz my name on it, be sure to buy ohkay? we make a promise, i set a low price, and you buy it :D pinkie-promise!

im saving money to buy tht bloody chains from The Pieces at downtown east. damn gorge, they look awesome wiz black skinny jeans :D nowadays i kept looking at nobu-kun before i decide what to wear before going out :D

huh, i seriously misses my past, everything/one in it, all my ex best friends, my phone, my internet, my , everything. i kept complaining about this nowadays. but the good thing is, my complains will stop cause, well, i gotta hope. (:

you, if your reading this, i dont care if your laughing cause actually you aint using tht SIM card nymore, i dont care, to see your name in my inbox and my missed calls list is just... Satisfying. it makes me happy. you make me happy.

jya, peoples.
i wont be a bitch nymore.
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HMMH, so darn fed-upszxc! wiz so many peoples! damn!
ohkay, im freaking out! freaking out!

nyway, joel just Lectured me, on all the T shyt. he was like, "he's nothing to you, he's just Dust, stop showing idiocy and get on with life," AWW! ohkay well i feel like some sense has been really knocked into my head. YEAH!

but im still freaking out.
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well, hey . uuhm ... i wanted to say , well , anyone who knows of a job which pays for every song you write , or every fashion thingy design you uuhm design , call me aye! i'm pretty desperate .

no scratch tht , VEHRY desperate .
UVERdesperate .
beyound UVERdesperate.
bloody the beyound UVERdesperate .

you geddit , and you should stop the girl from losing her mind now aye.
my last call for help~
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eh hi looks like im back :D
its been a year since ive been waiting. i dont believe it; one year. it aint like its a week, a month, half a year.

ive been waiting for T for... more than a year.
and tht amount of time sucks.

time is precious; im losing it, now tht he's blocking my path to life and i can barely resume my journey. now i have to wait for him to turn around, so i can continue walking.

i have no strength to stand up and push him away myself; instead i gotta wait there behind him for someone to pass by. then i gotta gather whatever little voice i have left to yell out to the passer-by.

sometimes he doesnt hear me and walk away - sometimes he hears me and turns around. but up to this point, there was still nobody who has rescued me yet.

in front of me is T - beside me is a rock. on tht rock some important peoples of my life stands upon - they can help me up and over tht rock, so i can continue walking, and leave T behind to catch up wiz me if he wants to.

i can do tht, but... i choose to stay. i wanna see, which passer-by will defeat T for me and pull my hand, and make me run wiz him, down the path of my life, finally allowing me to be free from T...

are you tht special passer-by, boy?
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heyloh! yesterday was really fun, climbed the huge seashell at seashell park, thanks to irshad and irfan (n). they took my bag as bait, then ask me go up, cause they dowan come back down. so i went up lorh.

i had trouble climbing up, so they took my hand each pull me up, then i was so shy cause confirm they think i damn heavy siaszxc! when i was finally up there i was like, "ne, i was heavy wasn't i?"

and they were like, "no! you were super light!" they look vehry surprised too so i guess they were telling the truth huhs. then got one damn retarded convo siaszxc. you see uhs, i sat in the middle at this path for ants uhs.

then i said, "wahlau, im sitting on the path for the ants." then i move to irfan side there. he was like, "why must you come to my side?" and irshad was like, " cause i got eindah repellant." and irfan was like, "why dint you give me some!?" FUNNY SIASZXC!

after tht i sprayed my perfume in the air at random places, then they fak cough and were like, "eindah repellant!" i couldnt stop laughing sehh, so retarded. then back to the time when i was coming up uhs.

they finally managed to pull me up so we all cheered, "whoo! whoo!" then irshad knocked my bag off the huge seashell, and we were like, "noooo!" then laughlaughlaugh. funny siszxc! but they both went down to get it then i was left upstairs alone, wth!

but the view was nice uhs. thank you, i had alot of fun yesterday, if only it happened on thirteen october instead. (i wanted to have soooo much fun on the 13th, tht i forget the date. 1310 is a vehry fucking fucked date.)

thts it! yupszxc. jya! i missed you, UVW-X ):
i love you, :D will come back, i'll miss you, :D
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heyloh, now at maya house. wahlau, i wish i can update my blog every few hours ): i miss UVW-X so much when i was away from coms. but now tht im using one wiz internet i dont know what to say.

just Now at shushans house damn retarded siaszxc! we did our anniversary tradition, then laugh laugh laugh til like shyt. then she treat me two cup noodles, we did our anniversary tradiotion while doing tht.

got one bastard sms me say "stop calling me!" i was like, "shut the fuck up la bitch." who is he to tell me whut to do huh. like im gonna listen to him. he aint in the position to talk to me and tell me whut to do nymore.

speaking of which. last time he was my dog lerh. my female best friend say he my dog, cause he kept following me do whatever i tell him do. she say infront of him siaszxc! she was like, "he like your dog sia, you tell him do this he do, tell him do tht he do."

he heard and his reaction like so shocked. from tht time on he like damn buay song wiz her. of course, this happened way back in june. still. it brings back painful memories which still brings a sorrowful smile to my lips.

she also dont like him lorh. cause after she say he my dog, she gossiped about him, though he was walking behind us, listening in. then she pronounced a word wrongly, and he was like, "no, you dont say it like tht, you say it like this!"

up to now she still complains to me about how he act smart. and he refused to donate to her birzday present though so many others who dont even know her did.

speaking of which uhs. so many random people from the next class donated! they dont even know her, not tht close to me also. still donated. one random guy also suddenly put his money into my hands while i was holding them out so Guitarist could pour me all his coins.

i managed to get twenty dollars lerh. alot horh. well enough about tht.
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